As a lot of you have written to me have noticed, I have taken a break from my ABCs series. And from so much more than that.
Lately, I have been wanting, and taking, a break from life. From reality. Or maybe I am just starting to face it. I don’t know.
I have so much going on in my life right now. I have turned inward. I am not sure what is important. What is a priority. What is worth letting go of. What is worth fighting for. I am mentally, physically and emotionally spent.
But did I fight the good fight? Did I win? Did I lose? Did I win by losing, or vice versa? I don’t know.
Maybe it isn’t yet time for me to tell my story. Maybe it is time for someone else to.
I feel like, in the words of Kelly Clarkson (yeah, I know), I’m already gone.
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Cass,
You are living your story and it’s impossible to write it all when you haven’t lived it all. Sometimes we have to go inside, where it’s quieter. It’s in that place that our truest and most honest thoughts are usually heard. They may not be what we want to hear but sometimes it’s exactly what we should hear. And thoughts don’t equal actions and it’s up to you to decide which deserves what. It’s not a weakness to admit you need a break…on all levels. It makes you a stronger person for knowing it and doing something about it.
Regardless, you are still there, underneath it all. And those who love you and understand you will be waiting….with open arms.
Been missing you — come back, come back!
You will find what you need to turn yourself whichever way is right for you..
inside, outside… maybe insideout. Rach is right… your true friends are and will be here whenever you call upon us, whenever you’re ready we’re here to listen.